Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: January 25, 2011
So I went to bed earlier with the full intention of doing a little reading and then dropping off for some well deserved sleep as I have an early and probably highly emotional day. No one enjoys funerals, it is true but you have to do them and I wouldn’t be anywhere else but with [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: January 3, 2011
Well, Friday was by far one of my worst days of 2010 and that is saying something. lol. I felt let down by a lot of people but others came through like shining lights. I’ve decided, having had a semi-confrontation with someone I thought was a good friend, it’s now up to them. I’m tired [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: December 31, 2010
I always do a blog on New Year’s Eve to comment on the things that have happened, good and bad. The way I’m feeling at this moment in time, not sure many good things will make it into this blog but I will try and be objective. In some ways this year has been sort [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: November 19, 2009
Had a few reflective days, that is for sure. I have decided that yes, I do still want to move out here but there has to be a lot done before that process can start. Hopefully if I can get stuff moving for school that shouldn’t be much of an issue. Just going to try [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: May 24, 2009
I woke up this morning, exhausted because it was again past 2 AM by the time I fell asleep. Reading the next Twilight book, eclipse, so read some of that before falling asleep. When i woke up I could have sworn it was like 5:30 and yet when I looked at my phone it was [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: April 23, 2009
I want to get some writing done but a part of me can’t seem to be bothered. Just done a few paragraphs on the soap blog but now I feel like blasting music again. I have like four projects I need to work on but none of them seem to be moving fast. Guess the [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: February 28, 2009
I guess we all have those days where we feel low and often don’t know what it is that is making us feel that way. The problem is, I know what is making me feel down on the whole and I can do nothing about it. I miss my friends in Cali so much and [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: July 31, 2007
I feel like my life’s been put on hold for far too long. I’m isolated here with no prospects and no chance of getting any. I want out so badly and yet I’m not sure how to do it. I’m at a point of depression that scares me. People have turned their back and although [...]
Posted by: MJ Phoenix on: July 24, 2007
I’m exhausted again. and it’s funny because I have so much to do. I need to keep working on my VIP Central, write some more stuff and I want to write a review of the new Harry Potter book, Harry Potter and the deathly Hallows. In fact, I want to do a kind of journey [...]